Insanity is when you lose your mind-fullness.
Sometimes I get sucked down the rabbit hole and my head gets stuck up my arse.
Why I sound
like a donkey.
I can’t give you the answers
but I can tell you
what’s going to happen.
I think
all the time.
It drowns my out own voice
and I know not what I say.
I think my reaction to being fucked can be to shut down both physically and emotionally.
That’s what rape can do to you.
Meltdowns happen: It’s a thing.
I see you.
Bondompler
I feel like a stranger to myself.
I’m driving a helter skelter machine. On stilts.
Belief is what you want to be true.
I dread things to come over and over before they’ve begun.
